July 4, 2021

Would my Heart

 At a time of day, like what it is now -

My love asked me, 'Would you come with me?

To bow your head along with mine

To a shrine of a deity different than thine?'

I looked at her eyes

That were curious and wide

I said 'I would accompany you

To where ever you may go,

But I cannot promise, that along with thine

My head shall bow'


It is because my bow comes from my Heart

And my heart has a mind of its own

I imagine I would bow - 

At at majestic columns or a dome

At marble arches or spires of stone

But only if my heart is overflown

My head could also bow - I imagine -

At a small silent temple,

Or a tranquil durgah

Or a solemn chapel

Or perhaps in a shaman's hut

If my heart encounters divine peace

I feel I would surrender still,

To a mere rock or a shady brook

To the cool, still waters of a pond or a lake,

Or some shore or cliff or a daybreak

If it thrusts into my heart

A million murmurs of content

Even if from afar, I see a place

Where the hungry are fed

Or the weary find respite,

The lonely are taken into company

Or where the shunned are welcomed

Where childish clamour becomes music

Where humanity partakes the sacred dance of life without shame,

You'd see my heart overwhelmed with holy tears

And my soul already prostrate


There are times however, when I imagine I could not bow -

Places where deep, dark, dogma rots and a stench runs afoul

Where unity is separated and love becomes exiled

If force and might are mistaken for justice and righteousness

Where life is caged in the terror of violence

My heart. I imagine, would revolt at places like these

Because it is not beholden to pamphlets or tablets

Of any size or age - for it has a mind of its own.

I imagine my heart would become defiant

If truths were rejected

And lies installed in the seats of beliefs

If the innocent are persecuted

Or if ignorance is taught as virtue

I think if ambrosia even, were fed by force

My heart would reject it

If any parchment or word spoken

Teaches me to hate and fear

It would only teach me to hate itself

I believe my heart would reject

Light that twinkles of illusion and fails to illuminate

Or turn away in an instant from

The deafening noise of smug blabbering idiots

Throw away anything that propagates the tar

That poisons my heart and misdirects my actions

I would strike with great force

To shatter the symbols of false perceptions

That propagate serpents which constrict the breath of life

Which produce horrendous laments

Or generate a maddening lust of destruction


Because I am but a mere man

And as a mere man I would continue to be

My Heart I respect and observe -

With fresh streams of experience do I water it

Feed it with the dense honey of knowledge

While the company of greater hearts provides it shade

And from time to time,

Cull the weed and pest that may have grown near it


Suddenly I forget - I remember

My love and her curious wide eyes

And I say 'I shall go

To your shrine, with you'